Sunday, September 30, 2007

Hi everyone. its been a long time ever since i am bk here blogging again. LOL.
at his house now. js came bk from suntec city. =D ate SWENSENS'S , and the food were yummy. i jus couldn't stop myself from eating. after which, accompanied him to have a puff. we talked and emotions came in. In short, i jus have to change. Brenda, U NEED TO CHANGE NOW. else it'll be too late. i'm always looking forward to a better r/s as compared to now. But i jus couldn't face the fact his feelings towards me seems to be faded. I'm SAD. i dont knw what to do, how to make him love me bk like last time? I'm so LOST. who can ans me? =( whatever it is, i jus hope to see both of us live long and have an everlasting r/s. I don't want it to end jus like this. NICHOLAS, I LOVE YOU. i jus dun wan him to leave me. i want him, and i really meant it.*WHAT CAN I DO TO MAKE YOU LOVE ME? * haish, i think i sholud keep myself packed in oreder not to think of hiim.not to tie him like a bird/ monkey.
Brenda, CHANGE NOW. )=

so yea, gtg.
goodnights and sweetdreams. =D
loves&huggs,BF.

Posted by brendaong at Sunday, September 30, 2007